Monday, June 8, 2009. :)
i know that i love you but i still have to let you go. Its over. But still you lived inside me. Its my mistake to love u over and over again.. I should stop it for the very 1st time. Yes, there are times where i hate you. But i don't want a broken heart. I try to let you go but i finally let you go. I lived with this broken heart now but i know i am getting stronger each time i being hurt. Its ok for now.. You have to find your happiness now and leave all the memories behind you. Its our history now. We have no more chapters in our love.. But i will never hate you but promise me that we are history now. I will start my new life again with my new changes. This time, i will never let anyone stop my way out.. I will find out what true love store for me.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009. :)
knock you down
I have knock it down. I try so hard to make it happen. But seems like it won't happen like the way i planned. i never thought it will be like this. I always want the best for you but we like never fated to be together. Leave me if i been hard towards you. I can't go back now. Tell me now. It is too much for me.Oh this won't be happening again.. Sometimes love goes around but still you can't get the answers to it. How am i suppose to hurt you again? I think of this, my mind is on trip. It never stop in my heart. Cos love is still there to accompany me although it has hurt me. I know i deserve to be in love again till i found the right one. At the end of the dark tunnel, im sure there will be light for me to accept in anything. I never give up to be in love again. if it knock me down, i will get up!
Sunday, May 10, 2009. :)
long time i never blog say..
Hmm. I long time i never blog. So now, i got the time to blog as all i want. Hahaks.. Hmm. On 3May was my birthday. I celebrate with my family. It was simple but memoriable to me! Hmm. On the next day on 4May, i celebrated with my SC members. Acty everything was weird. Both hidayat & sadli were so cheeky that day. I dun know why but the outcome was so touched! Sadli brought for me a birthday cake! Although he didn't do much for my birthday, i felt appreciated. We celebrated in school at cafe 2.. I know what he thinks & all i want him to know is that i love him. This year birthday, i got to celebrate my birthday with him. My loved ones(: haha. I love life stored for me now. I hope it remain this way for me and for my future! As for the following days, my days was fine! Doing great like usual.. Sweet! (: me and sadli were doing great. Although sometimes we fight over small things but we still together. That's great! Hopefully things went smoothly for us.. Hmmm. Now we been together for nearly 1 month. I love our relationship. And i hope you feel the same way as i feel right now.. Tuesday, April 28, 2009. :)
MUHD SADLI..
Now 9 days has passed since the day we are officially together on 20.04.09. (: i somehow feel that being with you is different seyy syg.. 1st of all, it nvr cross my mind that i will be with you. But you see now, i am just beside you. Now and till forever, i will always be with you, muhd sadli. We are together cos' of our care and love for each other and nth else. Just your care & love that make me secure. I may not be perfect but i am always be the beautiful one in your heart. Being with you now, is more that enough. I believe god's blessing is there for us. So syg, my promise to you aite. I promise to takecare of you in times bad or good ....... Tuesday, April 21, 2009. :)
im offically with Muhd Sadli Nasir!
i finally officially with MUHD SADLI! It happen since 20.04.09. & as time pass by, i will always love him! Sadli, thanks for being patient and care towards me! & it never crossed my mind that i will choose you in my life. After we are officially together yesterday, i was so so happy.. He really make me feel the love that i really want. Love you my dear! No..no..no.. I love verrrrrryyyyy MUCH! haha. Sayang, cinta jangan dinanti! Muacks!!!(: i remember how we know each other as a friend. It was just like normal friend but end up, we are together! I hope we are together for good and i love u so much tau syg.. Each day, you always make me laugh and i will remember till i close my eyes( go bed larh).. hahaks. So this is our starting relationship, i hope its a good start for us. & love is always the word you said to me yeaterday, tomorrow, now & forever! and i believe you!
Sunday, April 12, 2009. :)
Finally school open.. miss school so much! haha. Btw, thanks sadli for the ben n jerry ice cream!! nanti kiter share ok? welcome back to school! (: well, its a brand new day for me today so i hope to enjoy my life in ite to the fullest. My priority now is now my studies den maybe proceed to working life. LOVE? not now lah, still got a long way to go. I am happy with the way i am now. So now since school already started, sure a lot of assignments waiting for me! Argh! ): hehesss.. so be focus and smile always. That's what i always do! whee2~~ miss my classmates a lots seyy.. when i saw them just now, i hug them tight2 uh.. Eeeeeeeee, miss you girls badly!! anw, takecare ok! Always rmb that i miss and love u people alwaysss.. (: (:
Monday, April 6, 2009. :)
confused !!
i am confused whether i should go to air-stewardess line or pharmaceuticals industry? both i like and interest in. Both also have long shift working hours! Aiyah! Any suggestions? 